
Im so busy. It friggin sucks. :( I never have time to do my nails so they're like chipping off and its gross cuz in soccer i have to stare at them. I mean i dont have to, I just do when they like talk and stuff. But!! Im doing more work and getting it done, I have to totally kick butt this year in school. I messed up with boys and stuff and now Karma is biting me in the you know where. And on the top of that Ilike this guy and I know that I havent been so honest with the previous ones and karma is so waiting to get me, so im like afraid to like a guy now. sounds crazy huh? but yea i think it is so yea im trying not to look at them cuz MAN!!! some guys can just be soo sexy you cant help but stare. SUCKS FOR ME. or maybe im becoming desperate!! :O OHMmmGEE!!! wth. I so hope not. EW!! now im mad at myself. lol. anyways im trying this thing to be nice to people because i just realized that I am kinda frank about things, i need to be more maryana. lol. if u know what i mean. but yea. UGH! ttyl. peace love and unity!!! FOR EVER!! :P